The catch up post

Well this post is well over due, and there's been a few things worth talking about since I posted last. Things have been a little up and down with me and Mistress since my last post, and I wasn't overly sure if our 'arrangement' was going to continue, and that it would just end up with us being a vanilla couple again (which I don't really want).

First thing that I wanna talk about is the flogging I copped the day after my last post. I had been letting a lot of things slide, like the cleaning, and not doing my training tasks and other little things. Mistress had been keeping tabs of these in her notebook, and so I ended up getting all the punishments from them in one go - 100 lashings with the whip ... and my god did it sting! I haven't had that kind of treatment from anyone before. When she started, I was keeping count in my head of each strike with the crop ... 1, 2, 3, 4, 5 ... as I got into the teens I was starting to let out some groans of pain as Mistress made a game of seeing if she could strike the same spots on my ass over and over ... 15, 16, 17 ... then we got into the twenties, and I started to loose track a little, the pain was getting to me ... 27, 28, ... was the 28 or 29 .... 31 maybe ..... damn this hurts! She was viscous, and by the time she hit 30 I had lost count totally, and was squirming around helplessly. Mistress had tied my hands to the top of the bed, but my bottom half was free to move, so I started to instinctively move away from her and her whip. She countered by moving and hitting me harder. I was screaming into the pillows, my ass burned and stung like you would not believe, I was starting to think it would never end - and then, thankfully the whipping stopped. I lay face down in the bed catching my breath, and then it occurred to me that I had been shedding a few tears from the exercise. My ass was bright red, and I saw the next day that it had left me bruised in a few places - Mistress had made her point.

After that, I kept up my cleaning and stuff, but we had a couple of weird weeks, and a holiday in between, and there wasn't a whole lot of time for the Mistress.slave thing ... saying that it sounds like an excuse to me though, so its probably my fault that things weren't happening. But when I got home from work today, I found a list of chores that Mistress had left for me, and after having written about the punishment I got last week, I'll be damn sure to do as much of it as I can! The only thing about today's chores though is that I'm finding myself lacking in the motivation department - it was a long afternoon at work, and when I got home I was kinda looking for some relax time ... I know that my Mistress comes first though, so I have been doing the chores, but I can't help but wonder what a slave does to make motivation for themselves on those days that you need just a little more. Don't get me wrong, I love my Mistress and I love serving her, I just sometimes find myself lacking in the motivation department .... that probably makes me a bad slave, I dunno.

Well anyways I think this post is quite large enough, so that'll do for tonight. Mistress has asked me to keep this blog more up to date, writing once every day or two, so that's what I'll be doing from now on.